Pray hardest when it is hardest to pray -- Bishop Charles H. Brent

Pray hardest when it is hardest to pray

                                      -- Bishop Charles H. Brent

in my life, in my heart, in my soul

during bible study last night,
something that was discussed struck a cord...
something about us
being the weakest
right after a victory
thank you Lord for preserving us during such moments
thank you Lord for the gentle reminders
thank you Lord for forgiveness
thank you Lord for continuous victory
thank you Lord for lessons learnt
thank you Lord for the everlasting love
thank you Lord
thank you Lord
2chron 20:21
Praise the Lord; for his mercy endures for ever.
amen!
Thank you Father for the precious lesson to be learnt.

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关于母亲的成全与不唠叨
关于所有的这一切
全权交托与您

阿门!

关于hz

天父 请守护我和hz的友情
当下星期的脚步一一逼近
心情既是兴奋又是紧张
担心朋友之间的感情会有所改变

天父 若是有任何改变
祈求它只会越变越好
变得天下无敌
让我在各方面处事都更加谨慎
不要再像傻大姐一样
不再不成熟 不再不稳重
祷告我们会发挥各自所长
起着互补作用
一切不了解的都托付于主
请聆听我真心祈求

阿门!

终于解脱

感谢天父包容我一次又一次的任性
感谢天父一次次的教诲

昨天的晚餐
是我看不清自己眼中的"plank"
专爱挑别人的"specks"
我很怀疑

天父 prayfully, i'm not putting it in black and white to be penalised
more so, to be forgiven
Lord, i repent
因为我始终不明白为什么得到如此待遇
我看不顺眼 见到有钱人就拼命拍马屁的恶劣行为
叫"老豆"???????!!!!!!
开玩笑
即使是任何和老爸有关系的字眼 不是只属于天父或亲生父亲吗
这个玩笑我不认同
我也担心 这两个朋友的距离越来越远
至少 我清楚了解和amy的态度是完全不同的
真的感受不到她一丁点的真实
更对她的虚假感到厌恶
天父 怎么办?
将这些隐忧交托到您手中
Father, this is beyond me
and forgive my reluctance to handle this matter
原谅我 并帮助我对这件事放开胸怀
更保护我和老公不会受到这对夫妻的伤害 在任何一方面
一切托付于您

阿门!

是与非 谁能说清楚

天父 午餐时间 差点和同事起争执
幸好双方欲言又止 没有人火上加油 才避免了一场冲突
真的很不容易 尤其是当对方已经事先坚持了自己的意见
其实就等于一切免谈
网上也看到不少负面的评论
但曾几何时 人的意见胜过天父的看法?
只要我们追随您、把焦点、重心，寄托您、仰望您，
只要不要世俗的眼光困扰，谈何容易?
没有搞清楚来龙去脉 同事很快就妄下定论
有人还劝我 不要承认和教会有关系
我想，到了世界末日的时候，大概就是这个样子的吧
很赌气地说了一句:"当事情发生时，都那么容易拒绝、不承认教会，
当事态严重时又要怎么坚守对天父的信仰？"
马上被SLAM
神和牧师怎么能一概而论?
不过，in principle，不是一样的吗?
马上又受到抨击:"你又知道你的神父不是作假?"
这边替佛教徒喊冤、说什么尊重等等等
另一边又好不留情地做出这样的指控
令人费解，说的人的立场是否坚定
到头来便觉得继续争论也是白费力气
其实，敢用神的名义招摇撞骗的人，天父您自然有所处置
从king david, solomon, rehoboam, jeroboam，都是如此
我们又何须太过挂心?

天父 请帮我看开

我们的天父
愿你的名字显扬
愿你的国来临
愿你的旨意奉行在人间
如同在天上

求你今天xx日用的食粮
求你宽恕我们的罪过
如同在宽恕别人一样

不要让我们陷于诱惑
好让我们xxxx
阿门
。。。。。。。。。。。

碎碎念了整个上午，吃过午餐后
终于又想起了大部分的歌词
从小二唱到中四
却曾几何时 不再唱了?
天父 这个sinners' prayer 应该不是天主教的所属专利吧
因为基督教也带领非信徒 和他们一起这样向您祷告
。。。。。。。。。。。
好让我们免于凶恶
阿门
。。。。。。。。。。。
不管是对天主教徒或基督教徒
感谢天父赐予我们这样的一个庇护、一个承诺
。。。。。。。。。。。
昨晚半夜 邻居又好像开始练鼓
吵得我们无法入睡
老公跟我 开始祷告
马上祷告 马上见效
由不得我们啧啧称奇
感谢主 无时无刻的聆听我们的祷告
感谢主 赐予我们平安
。。。。。。。。。。。
早上做餐前祷告
又有求于主
辞呈事宜 希望能和主任有个了结
上午被叫进办公室
果然又应验了承诺
感谢主的保护
虽然并不知道 还有什么需要防的暗箭
只知道上帝会把一切组织起来
。。。。。。。。。。。。
昨晚 多事之秋
又和老公公因该居住何处
无聊大吵一顿
相信天父已经有所安排
一切交托与主
阿门
。。。。。。。。。。。。
长命的老公公刚打来
原来mr prahbu 竟然是同所教会的信徒
老公公的project也有所圆满了解
天父 nothing is impossible for You, amen!
PRAISE GOD!
更相信 一切交托与主!
。。。。。。。。。。。。
求你今天赏给我们日用的食粮
求你宽恕我们的罪过
。。。。。。。。。。。。
百分之百记起来了
原来20年前也不是那么久以前
感谢主

Lord, i'm not trading You for anything!

i almost traded You, God, for $240.00

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all blessings come from You, Lord

but the problem with money is... that it will keep tempting one away from You

where tithing is concerned, i was once at the stage where i kept asking

"isit nett? or isit gross"

the answer i got from You was...

it wasnt the "nett" or "gross" that mattered

it was my heart

---

during the last interview

the company offered my about $200.00 less than the current job

hr asked me how i felt about that

the thought that came to mind was, "that will be $20.00 less for tithing!"

but of cos i'm not about to shortchanged You Lord

ALL BLESSINGS COMES FROM YOU

so really, whats $20.00

i'd still tithe as per before

after all, it was You who blessed me with the job that would become my "dream job" right? AMEN!

---

Yesterday, a colleague almost gave me extra $120.00

bluntly, i gave the bill without highlighting the exact amount

after all, who would mind the extra cash on hand?

and it bothered me the whole day, whole night

for the extra amount, would i be trading You in for a price?

though its very little money and the oversight can be easily accounted for

even if the whole world never finds out

i was reminded of a story in my gmail account somewhere

about a visiting pastor, almost trading in his Godly stance

in attempt to cheat bus fare of $0.25

in the end, when he decided on the right thing, the bus driver went to church with him

i dun think i'd ever want my colleague to find out about my not so nice thoughts

i'd rather right the wrong because of the godly fear in me.

then another thought dawned upon me

if not $240.00, would it be $240million

and my stance is firm

i'm not trading You in for anything, my Lord, my God, my Father!

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incidentally, when i penned the email about the 'right' amount she should be paying me

Your priceless peace came over me

my conscience is clear

though i may be tempted to sin countless times

i'll also continue to repent, ask for Your forgiveness

and be made perfect by You, eventually

To God be the glory!

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AMEN!

早安,天父!

28 January 2010 心晴

早安,天父!

感谢您赐予我们一个美丽的星期四早晨

虽然早上起床有点挣扎

虽然花了一个小时 冲出拥挤的车龙来上班

虽然不喜欢面对堆积如山的email做事情

虽然今天头发不好看

不过 既然是属于您的

再坏的一天 也会变得越来越美好

再挣扎 也会过去

车龙再长 只祈求车、人平安就好

头发再乱 也要整理好心情 再次出击

就如您的话语 matt7:7 ask and you will receive

john15:5 apart from you, i can do nothing

matt6:33 see ye 1st the kingdom of God

感谢您给我机会

一早就为hubby祷告、就为同事祷告

因为我们决定仰望您

一切都会变得越来越美丽

早安天父、阿门!

little byte-sized revelations

27 Feb 傍晚 热!

明人不说暗话
i know why i have to get out of here Lord!
the need to be PC all the time is simply too tiring for my liking
every question, every answers are potentially 'loaded'
真不是人做的工作
ask me now if i miss the previous working environment, it would be a resounding YES!
至少我的工作由公众评估
无聊的PC、能免则免
不像现在，明抢以挡、暗箭难防
加上我真的不喜欢成天坐在办公椅上 以电邮的方式以示我的存在
眼睛累 心更累
天父 就如我之前的祷告，既然您已开启另一扇大门让我走出这个谷底
虚心祈求我能在新岗位上 再次如鱼得水
God of all gods, Lord of all lords,
you are truely in control
of all situations
of all plans
of all circumstances
Father, i ask of you to once again be the navigator of our lives
as i humbly serve you, in Jesus' most wonderful and merciful name
阿门!

Why truetougod.blogspot.com

27 Feb 2010

As humans, we're always 'justifying' why we do certain things
Some things are justifiable
Some are not
Some are rightly justified
Some justifications are simply 'excuses' in disguise
At the end of the day, if we could stay true to one person, who would it be?
Some say it would be our spouse (a politically correct answer for married couples)
Some say to our parents
Some 'me-centric' fellow human beings might say 'to ourselves'
The truth of the matter is,
At times, we cant even be true to ourselves

My answer would be 'I wanna be true to you, God!'
Since God already knows our every cell, every hair, every move, every thought, every good, every bad, even before we were born, even before we confess it to Him....
Then wouldnt it be totally logically that we be true to Him?
with this blog, I hope to spend time talking to Him more, telling Him things that I wouldnt even tell hubby or mum or dad

Even when the world goes away, viruses come crashing every computer, laptop, server etc. My God will remember all the times we spent together on this website, every moment, every frustration, every joy, and every worry, Lord I share them with you.

Thanks for listening *huGZ*